a new milestone...

I was thinking but I have no any idea. I felt like a fool but no, it couldn’t be. There’s something in me that I couldn’t express. My thoughts were wandering and I didn’t know where to go. What might it be?

It was gloomy. The dark grey clouds started to dominate the bright blue sky. It was not like the other days. It was really dark that a melancholy man stared up and paused for a moment. The loneliness of that day made him so blue and weak, tired and cold. The momentum of the scene was like in the 70’s. Everything was like in a watermark or greyscale mode. But that man caught my attention the most. He was clam but very heavy. He looked so pale that he might need to take for a rest. I asked him but he didn’t answer for he didn’t know who I am. It was kinda weird but at that time I felt so disturbed. I was totally upset for him. Pre-occupied. Nervous.

I stood up and looked around. I could feel the every heart’s beats. I could see the rolling of the wheels of an automobile clearly. I could hear and feel the trembling voice within of every individual. It was unusual. It was like a movie in a slow motion feature. Then I stretched my hands to him and asked him a question one more time – a question that puzzled and boggled my mind. I blinked my eye then I was bombarded. He’s gone with no trace at all. The cold air brought by the bad atmosphere caress my back. I was scared and freaked out. The ambience turned into wild and exaggerated beasts. Their liquids are very sticky and smelly. Their teeth were as sharp as a fang and as big as a husk. They were craving for flesh as if they weren’t given a meal for a thousand year. My heart was about to blast because of nervousness. Tired and hopeless, I closed my eyes for a moment. I prayed for my poor soul that will be served as a food to the greedy beasts and thanked the beasts for letting me see the world is not enough for everybody and the demonic cell that was spreading abruptly. I have accepted my fate. I’m gonna die like this. I have accepted my limitations that lead me to surrender myself. I have accepted my defeats that lead to loosen my principles. I opened my eyes and poof… Serenity covered the whole place. The tranquillity of the spirit woke me up and saw the ceiling of my room. It was scary but it was adventurous like a rollercoaster ride. Ideas were really unpredictable.